Hoping To Make It This Month

Luckily last Thursday morning I had an appointment with my therapist.  She's wonderful and is really helping me learn to value and respect myself, and being as that I was feeling so low due to my financial situation, I was grateful for having the appointment when I did.  She reassured me that I will turn it around, and that I'm not in as bad a place as I was two years ago.  I realized that I need to buckle down and get a second job; just work my ass off over the next year to be sure that this truly never happens again.  I hate living like this, but I love my job and can't imagine leaving it.  There's only one bill that I know I cannot default on, and I might have to swallow my pride and ask for help with it.
It's amazing how money can screw with a person's head.  The stress and worry that comes with not being able to pay the bills can be utterly detrimental to one's mental health.  I know it is for me.  So over the next couple of weeks I will be hustling my ass off to set it all straight again.  I just applied for a waitressing gig at a well-known restaurant that a girl friend of mine bartends at and I'm keeping my fingers crossed.  I need this.